your. SMILE(:

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I have a lot of work to do, but I really don't feel like touching them. And the day looks so gloomy. Oh well. I'm still in the singing kind of mood. i feel like singing worship songs to God. Because, when i sing to God, i feel so at peace. And i could feel His presence if i sing with my heart. And it's such a good feeling. i love the song 'Thank You Lord'!
Oh oh and! Aft Dan told me abt the Tired Of You Song by The Exies, I've been listening to it. Blahhhh. I really feel tired of trying and initiating. It sucks. I should try to be mean and evil! Hmmm wah shit im in serious denial. Shittyyyyy. Really want things to settle down! And i'll be carefree and worriless. Haha if tht word even exists.

Tired Of You
The Exies

Where did I go wrong?
I can't look you in the eye
Feeling so ashamed
It feels like I could die

[Chorus]
Hold me up and don't let go
I've had enough
I'm tired of breathing
Tired of feeling
Tired of looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running
Tired of searching
Tired of trying
But I'm not tired of you

Losing everything
It's something I can't face
Hope is on the run
It's something I can't fake

[Chorus]

I want to feel a change
I don't mind if it hurts
You take away the pain
You're the only thing that's pure